The more I switch back and forth between the white and black grounded canvases, the more I realize why I choose one over the other in a specific moment, for a specific painting. Aesthetic choices aside, whether I begin with black or white is dictated by my mood. While assessing the paintings that follow, it became clear to me that the paintings with black grounds tell of my efforts, my insecurities, and my concerns. The black canvases chronicle my battles with myself and my emotions. The white grounded canvases, conversely, speak of my dreams, my desires, and my hopes. This distinction was not intentional, but I think it makes an interesting series of what I've been working on lately.
I posted this painting already, but after photographing it and seeing it on my wall every day, the multitude of colors began to fall flat. To counter this, I selectively added some clear acrylic gloss medium, which adds texture and depth by making some elements juicy and raised above the rest. The change is subtle overall, but I'm happy with the effect I've achieved.
Float
4" x 5"
Acrylic and Gloss Medium on Canvas
4" x 5"
Acrylic and Gloss Medium on Canvas
This piece was completed a few weeks ago but, much like Space Aquatic above, when I felt I'd applied all the paint to the canvas that suited it, it still felt too flat. I wanted to add more paint to give it fuller texture and body but didn't want to lose the integrity of the hues and cascading effects, so I added clear gloss medium instead. This painting overall, including how much water (rather than paint) went into making it, speaks to my more passive side lately. I'm generally a very aggressive person, so when my work turns out light and airy and float-y like this one does, you can tell I'm sort of out of my element in my current state of life. I'm fire in the water.
Blast
2" x 2"
Acrylic on Black Canvas
2" x 2"
Acrylic on Black Canvas
Bursting forth with energy, streaming consciousness coursing through my veins. I am liberated and fully one with myself, though that makes me no less alone in the dark. I can cultivate all the inner beauty I want, but is it lessened in its lack of audience?
Blip
4" x 4"
Acrylic on Black Canvas
4" x 4"
Acrylic on Black Canvas
All of these black canvases have such a moodiness to them that you don't find in the typical variety. Instead of the negative space suggesting light and openness, it suggests weight and emptiness. Black is the color of emotional baggage, and these paintings are weighted heavily with mine.
July Dreams
3" x 9"
Acrylic on Canvas
3" x 9"
Acrylic on Canvas
I love canvases that are stretched in a 1:3 ratio; something about that shape is very comforting for me. This piece was made very automatically and without much thought. Upon observing it afterward, it reminds me of July, of warm humid air that you feel as it wraps around you, of fireworks lighting the sky. It represents in some ways my desires for ease and simplicity in my life, my wishes to release myself of the weight that chains me.
Soar
2" x 2"
2" x 2"
Acrylic on Black Canvas
Reaching up, falling down, twisting into myself, cascading. This painting is a mildly peaceful confusion. There isn't panic, there's even confidence... but despite best effort and intention there is not much achieved...